Can I?

我不想重来。只想过一个新生活。忘掉过去。就这么简单。

Wake up dear. Fairytales will always remain as fairytales.

How should i put it in words?

because at the end of the day, i realised i only have me, myself and I to rely on. Friends and family can only be rely this much. This rest is all by myself.