Close to impossible.

Oh dear, my stomach's growling again. I get hungry so easily nowadays. This is driving me nuts. Conclusion: Period's coming. By the way, Os nearinggggggg. I don't even want to think about it. My momentum is gone. Like literally gone. I lost it. I think I need some partying. Perhaps, things might turn out better. Crap, it's excuses. I'm just joking anyway. Tried studying. Note, tried. But it ain't successful though. Managed to absorb a lil information of History. Dozed off in the midst of studying. Powerful ~ It's proven that I can't study at home. Shall get my ass out tomorrow. I mean later.

I h8 studying. Sigh.. What to do? Somehow, it gets me thinking whether if I would be able to achieve good results for Os. Trust me, I'm not in the least confident. Self-denial? Yes, I'm living in self-denial. I guess it's the only reason that keeps me sane till today. My way of comforting myself. Funny uh? I couldn't agree more. What a joke. End result: Nothing but lousy results for prelims. Who am I trying to deceive? I studied. I really did. But somehow, I don't know why but it's just.. just.. idk what's the right word to describe it. Am I stupid? Am I not cut out for studying? I feel like giving up for god sake. However, giving up is for cowards. I'm not and I'm definitely not going to be one. It's just..y'know. Humans do have moments whereby they just feel like giving up. Alright, enough of this nonsensical rantings. I should get some sleep now. Ee-elle-ee-vee-ee-ant pee-oh-eye-ant-tee-ass. Still waiting. VV