I always get this feeling.

Mom revamped my room. It's so much neater now. I like it. But I wonder how long can my room stays like this. LOL. Oh, she got me this real ancient soap bars for me. She say I ain't suitable to use the normal shower foam due to my sensitive skin. Depressing much. It's smelly during usage but scentless after shower. Now I'm scentless. Miss my nice-smelling skin. Oh so fragrant. But not anymore now. :( Oh well, what to do when I have sensitive skin. My tenant & her niece quarreled. It was quite a huge commotion. Scary ~ First time seeing my tenant get into such angry mood. Kind of terrifying. But I can't do anything about it anyway. In no position too. I hope they would patch things up soon. They remind me of my mom and I. Don't ask why kkkkk...

I did not slept a wink at all. I'm going to school now. It's not my fault! Don't blame me. It's the work of holidays!!!! I can't find my tie. How now? Dead meat. Got to stand infront of assembly. Embarrassing x9999999999999999 Hopefully, Someone kind would lend me theirs. Going school with my specs on. Spells unwillingness. Walking Zombie on first day of school. Great... I'm off now before I get late.

School's in.

Not looking forward to it. Need to grab some sleep now. Tsk. Goodnight readers. :)

Close to impossible.

Oh dear, my stomach's growling again. I get hungry so easily nowadays. This is driving me nuts. Conclusion: Period's coming. By the way, Os nearinggggggg. I don't even want to think about it. My momentum is gone. Like literally gone. I lost it. I think I need some partying. Perhaps, things might turn out better. Crap, it's excuses. I'm just joking anyway. Tried studying. Note, tried. But it ain't successful though. Managed to absorb a lil information of History. Dozed off in the midst of studying. Powerful ~ It's proven that I can't study at home. Shall get my ass out tomorrow. I mean later.

I h8 studying. Sigh.. What to do? Somehow, it gets me thinking whether if I would be able to achieve good results for Os. Trust me, I'm not in the least confident. Self-denial? Yes, I'm living in self-denial. I guess it's the only reason that keeps me sane till today. My way of comforting myself. Funny uh? I couldn't agree more. What a joke. End result: Nothing but lousy results for prelims. Who am I trying to deceive? I studied. I really did. But somehow, I don't know why but it's just.. just.. idk what's the right word to describe it. Am I stupid? Am I not cut out for studying? I feel like giving up for god sake. However, giving up is for cowards. I'm not and I'm definitely not going to be one. It's just..y'know. Humans do have moments whereby they just feel like giving up. Alright, enough of this nonsensical rantings. I should get some sleep now. Ee-elle-ee-vee-ee-ant pee-oh-eye-ant-tee-ass. Still waiting. VV

Mom finally bought a new water heater. Oh boy, you'll never know how much I miss it. Yeahs, I'm dependent on it. Shivering no more. I'm happy. Prelim result is out. Passed two subjects only. No comments alright. Not enough effort I guess? Just back from late dinner. Stomach pain. I should sleep now. It's 0145 now. Goodnight earthlings.