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Bee3 and Distinction for Oral.

Oh well, kinda expected it. But I've never expected my Oral to get a Distinction. Thought it would be just a pass. So unexpecting cause my Conversation was horrendous. I suppose my reading pull me up alot. Thank God! But .. so what .. I got a Bee3. This is the reason why I decided not to come to school today to get my result. What's the point? I foresee it coming my way. Yes, I'm trying to run away from reality. Yes, it's not helping because I'll still have to receive my result anyway. But. please put yourself in my position. There's no meaning in it at all! A1 or A2 is what I need. Emphasise on the need. Not a Beeeeeeeeeee. I desperately need an A1 or A2. It's going to determine where I'm heading to after my Os. If I retake, would I be able to achieve an A1? I seriously don't wanna waste my time and money. I can't afford to anyway. Time is running out...

Should I retake? Or should I focus on my other subjects? Hais.. In a dilemma. I extremely abhor situation like this. It's awfully risky. If I'm retaking, it would be the third time I gonna do the paper. Oh man, God's playing a prank on me. How now? I feel so horrible now. F

天啊！！！！ Why didn't I manage my time wisely for my Paper two? That 18 marks.. I might have achieve an A1 if not for my poor time management. I totally deserve to get caught up in this situation. Sian 1/2 It's too late for regrets now. F