My phone is officially dead. R.I.P. I'll miss you. But, almost all my contacts is gone. I'm left with less than 10 contacts in my sim card. Madness. I remembered transferring all my contacts to my sim card. Gee, must be my cranky phone doings. It's a sad sad situation. Wa laooooooooooooooooooo.

A trip down to Expo food fair just now with da family. Dope! Have fun sampling the food! & not forgetting buying too! Spent a bomb over there. Not me. But mom. Hehehe. Me loving it. I'm off now. Need to prepare myself for studying l8. Slacking so much nowadays. Need to get my heart back into studying. Sayonara.

HAPPY 17th B'DAY LEON TAN!

FATTY, PLEASE EAT MORE & BECOME FATTER. JUST LIKE A BIG & ROUND BALL. HOPE YOU'LL NEVER SLIM DOWN. STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER. GEE WILL STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT. I THINK? HAH. ENJOY YOUR CELEBRATION LATER. OH, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR ENGLISH ORAL. :)

English Oral today. It was relatively easy to me. But the others didn't agree though. I hope I won't screw it up. I'm feeling afraid now. Stammered twice. Cheesepie. Exams is sucky. The female invigilator is friendly. Making me feel not so nervous. But the male one, omg. He speaks so softly. Couldn't barely hear him. I hope he doesn't penalised me when I ask him to repeat. He mistook my intention and went to simplify his uestion. *screams* I should have told him that I understand what he said but just that he spoke too softly. Gosh. How now? It's too late. :'( Prawn mee ain't successful. Wa lao. Everything's not going my way. Angry. Satisfied myself with ICC instead. Viewed Lee seng's house after that. So spacious. I want a house like that. Okay whatever. It's enough. Who knows where to get Japanese cucumber? My dark circles is getting worse. So scary that i'm turning into panda soon. Where's my flawless face? *stabs myself a thousand times*

I wonder how're they doing.
Somehow, I miss them very much.
I hope they're doing fine.
Especially him.

Back at one.

E-dict, four periods of Chinese lesson for twice a week & CJH!!!! Oh my gosh. Hello once again. Starting from scratch once again. Sickening, yes. Very much. What I can do now is just pray. Hoping, wishing that I could achieve an A1. Seems close to impossible? I couldn't agree more. Honestly speaking, I do not have confident in achieving an A1. Wondering why do I retake in the first place? Firstly, I need it. Secondly, take it as a challenge to myself. What if the result turn out to be the same? Aint it a waste of my time and money? Sorry, no comments regarding that. At least I know I took that effort to try once more. No room for regrets in future.

Prelims officially over. Oh boy, it's time to parteh my heart out. Right... my wishful thinking. But no, it's not. It just indicates that Monstrous Os is nearing. Thoughts of it just send chills down my spine. Now prelims over, my level of concentration drops drastically. Actually, I lose focus when I screwed up my History paper. Pretty bad I know. I'm trying to bring back my focus. This is so not the right time to lose focus. Not when the Monstrous Os is nearing. 3 more months of suffering and I would be able to party till I drop. Shop, work, save, enjoy. Doing whatever I desire. No one could restrict me. No one.

Tonight's dinner. Big packet of Ruffles, Hershey's Cookies & Creams' and Kinder Bueno. Hehehe. So sumptuous. Coming up, Froot Loops, Butter cookies & Texas BBQ flavoured Ruffles. Oh by the way, I've not forgotten about my crabs, cheese prata and prawn mee!

Irrelevant topic. I dreamt that I'm pregnant. *laughs* Must be the excessive reading of teenage mummies' blogs. English Oral tomorrow. Wish myself the very best.

Where's my new shoes? Damn, I've not bought yet. Grrrr.. I want to shop shop shop! My wardrobe is upset. :(

*drools*

I'm craving for Simpang's Prata & Crabs now! Hmmmm... sounds good? Yummy ...

GET IT FOR ME NOW!

I'm sucha loser.

Achievement.

Did 7 biology papers today despite the numerous chatting session where we got distracted. Hah. Though it's just the Mcq section. But tomorrow or rather later, it would just be paper 1 whereby everything would just be multiple choice. Didn't really study much on my chemistry. There wasn't any paper for me to do. :( Nonetheless, it was an achievement after all. I'm glad. Score well please.

Boo3

Bee3 and Distinction for Oral.

Oh well, kinda expected it. But I've never expected my Oral to get a Distinction. Thought it would be just a pass. So unexpecting cause my Conversation was horrendous. I suppose my reading pull me up alot. Thank God! But .. so what .. I got a Bee3. This is the reason why I decided not to come to school today to get my result. What's the point? I foresee it coming my way. Yes, I'm trying to run away from reality. Yes, it's not helping because I'll still have to receive my result anyway. But. please put yourself in my position. There's no meaning in it at all! A1 or A2 is what I need. Emphasise on the need. Not a Beeeeeeeeeee. I desperately need an A1 or A2. It's going to determine where I'm heading to after my Os. If I retake, would I be able to achieve an A1? I seriously don't wanna waste my time and money. I can't afford to anyway. Time is running out...

Should I retake? Or should I focus on my other subjects? Hais.. In a dilemma. I extremely abhor situation like this. It's awfully risky. If I'm retaking, it would be the third time I gonna do the paper. Oh man, God's playing a prank on me. How now? I feel so horrible now. F

天啊！！！！ Why didn't I manage my time wisely for my Paper two? That 18 marks.. I might have achieve an A1 if not for my poor time management. I totally deserve to get caught up in this situation. Sian 1/2 It's too late for regrets now. F

Yesterday,

3 hours late. So Sorry. Will be punctual next time. Susu Bomb after that. Virgin try. Extremely sweet & oily. Homed.

Today,
Had a hard time waking up. Stomach aint feeling good. Must be da bomb. 15 minutes late for Biology paper. It's ridiculously difficult! But I still attempted anyway. At least I tried. :) Settled our lunch at Say Cheeze. The dishes was alright. Mandy was crazy over this Philipines trainee working at Say Cheeze! Mandy oh Mandy. Cabbed to Pasir ris to look at dogssssss. Cute, adorable, KAWAIIIIII! Most of them were pretty frail-looking and skinny. Poor thing. I feel so sad for them. & the environment its' staying at is horrendous. Kind of rundown. Sad thing. I hope they manage it better. Back home at 6plus. Chinese Os results later. A1 or A2 please please please please please!!!!

I slept early last night.
I'm so tired now.
Sucha pig I know.

I woke up as usual today just to realise it was a late paper upon reaching school.
What a wasted trip.

This is how blur I am.
But I was not the only one.
Thank god.

Friends was laughing at me!
So embarrassing I wished there was a hole for me to jump in and hide myself.
To think I still told them there was Poa paper when they asked me why I'm in school now.

For that moment, I thought there's something wrong with my hair or myself.
Wa lao x234567890
Better check my timetable next time.
It's no harm being early afterall.
So much better than being late for paper.

Disturbed Gee's beauty sleep.
Sorry bestxzx! Euu issh da best!

Paper two was alright.
Can't balanced it as usual.
Hopefully a pass.
Accountant can't and will never ever be my future career.

Lunched at PH.
Friends was fickle-minded as always.
I had a haircut like finally.
Say bye to damaged hair.
Feel so light now.
I hope I won't get depressed.

I'm so late now.
Need to bathe and get my ass out like now.
Bye readers.
Heading out to study nowwwwww.

The moment I got my History paper, I immediately flipped to the SEQ section. Hoping what I had studied would come out.

But, I stood there staring blankly at my paper. To my disappointment, none really came out. My mind completely blank out. So much for studying so hard for it. But oh well, blame myself for just focusing on Fascism.

Lesson learnt: Never put your future at risk. Thank god it's just prelims. I'm so going to study my War in Asia-Pacific region & Militarism.

Japan, please come out! I'm putting all my stakes on you. I know studying one theme is risky. But I really don't have time to study another theme.

I didn't do my SEQ in the end. All I did was focusing on my SBQ. Sian 1/2 This is it. I officially screwed up my combined humanities.

Kind of disheartened to even study for my other subjects. Could barely concentrate. Oh good gosh. This is madness. I musn't give up. Not at this point of time. So not perfect. Never would I let my efforts gone down to waste.

Okay, help please?

Keep that in mind.

Ahhhhhhh... I'm so frigging busy. So frigging exhausted. So many things to do, yet so little time I have. Life's been revolving around school, studies, tuition and work. Barely have time to enjoy myself till last week. It was awesome! Laguna Country club in the day & St.James in the night. Oh by the way, it's on different day. I've been so hardworking now. Rarely used the computer. It's like a once in a blue moon occasion. Please let me pass my Os with flying colours. I'm putting in so much effort in it. Don't let my efforts go down the drain. My blog is alive once again after weeks of neglecting it. Poor blog. I've been very busy and lazy to update it. I know my readers miss my blog! Photos another day. Perhaps? It's late now. Need to crash my bed like now. Math & History paper later. Good night peeps.

P.S. My keyboard spoil. So I got to use this On-Screen Keyboard which is frigging slow cause I've got to click on it. It slows me down so much that it's irritating me. So pathetic Sally. No laughing at me. I feel so sad. Thus, please refrain from rubbing salt on my wound. I can't type fast like before. Mummy, get me a new keyboard please. Tyvm. :)