Worst daughter ever.

No, Please don't say I'm not. When I know I am. It's not making me feel any better. Really. Not.Helping.At.All! Sorry for never doing my part as a daughter. K, I know it's meaningless apologising. But then again, I don't know what to do besides a sorry. Useless much. This I know. Thanks Pris, Joey and Alvin for being there for me yesterday. Urgh.. the ugly side of me. Ahahaha. I must have been so heavy right? Ai yah, Fat liao. Time to slim down. I vaguely remembered them taking turns to carry me. Head was spinning faster than the helicopter's propeller. Sleeping at every spot that I can find. Super unglamorous moments. Thank god it was night time. See, not pretty and adorable already. Must maintain a good image. So sorry that you three got to take care of a stupid drunkard dead fish bunny. Gee, you're the bestf I could ever wished for. You're not a lousy one. Really. I thank god for having you, your momsy, Pris, Joey and Alvin in my life. For I know that you are the one that's there for me when I'm experiencing the down side of my life. Especially You. Ever since the day I stepped into Saint.Hilda's. Sometimes, not telling you my secrets doesn't mean you aint important anymore. This you must understand. It's just that I don't know how to open up to you. But y'know you stand a place in my heart. This I can assure and I know that you know that too right. =) If not for you all, I may not survived till now. I'm blessed for having wonderful people like you all in my life. What more can I ask for? By the way, thanks Darren for wanting to lend me his spare phone cause my phone is once again confiscated. Thanks uh. For once, you're so kind. Lol. So for the time-being, please do not contact me. Thanks everyone. Man, I'm aching everywhere. Give me a massage!!!! Adding on, Thanks Ah yi for the mixed vegetable rice and instant noodles. =)

And once you lose yourself, there is only two choices -
Find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.

I know I won't be able to find back that person I used to be. But I promised, I'll get back on track. I'll be a better person than before. No, it's not all words but no actions. Time will prove everything.