Wished i could find the right word to say.

Mom, you never understand me. Am I that difficult to understand or you just can't be bother to take some time to understand me? Am I a mystery? You make me wanna cry. Really. & to that MFCBBUGGER, you're so unreasonable. Giving some stupid excuse to not return my phone. How great uh? You're obviously picking on me! HELL YOU GO PLEASE! If you're so not returning to me as what you said, i swear i'll explode! STOP COMING UP WITH EXCUSES ALRIGHT! YOU BASTARD! I HOPE YOU DIE! DIE DIE DIE!

I'm afraid. & i wonder why.