PEK CEKKKKKKKKKKKK! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I need a song to calm me down.

Escape.

I AM SO TIRED! SHUCKS! Maybe i should just leave. =)

Name: Sally
Date: 2/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 04371265

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Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.

I know whose the stalker already! SMART SALLY! Good bye! I'm lenient enough to not expose you to everyone. SO stop all your actions! It's disgusting me alright!

*shivers*

Webcamming with Gee just now. Hahahaha. Got yelled at by my parents. Depressing much. Forget it. & EEEEEEWWWWW, i've got a stalker. So not cool. It's confusing and i'm kinda clueless about whose that person. A moment ago, i thought it was him at first and then confirming him. But.. after viewing the events viewer, it might be another person. Oh my. Gross to the max. Conclusion, still stuck. But I KNOW IT'S DEFINITELY ONE OF THEM! God, tell me please? Will you? Hais.

Argh.. i'm so upset that i wanna kill myself! Grrrrrrrrrrr..

Time for retail therapy!