You changed my whole life.
I lost the drive to blog. I don't know why either. In the past, i would be so eager to blog. Even the slightest thing. But now, i can't be bother. Or rather i'm lazy. I don't know why. I really don't know why. Maybe my life is so mundane now. Maybe. & My g*d damn eye is giving me problem. Urgh.. is it my contacts giving me problem or my eyes? Cause with condition like this now, it's bringing me inconvenience. & screw that bitch seriously. Each time i went, she ask me to come tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. The optomerist ain't here. Freak freak freak freak. Pissed off k. Why? Is it my timing wrong or what? Does the problem lies with me? Super f up. I'm so tired. Not physically but mentally. So tired i felt like breaking down now. It makes me want to cry. It makes me want to leave this world. For i know i'll be set free. Okay, i know Gee's gonna scold me for that. Alright k, my mentality is immature. Oh gee, i can't take it k. Os. Nothing but stress. But who can i blame? No one. But myself. Blame myself for fooling around. Blame myself for not building up my foundation. Blame myself for having this mentality that "ai yah, don't study still can pass one lah. sure pass one." Oh f. You're right. But i'm so sorry dear. It doesn't applies when you're speaking of the Major Os. Apparently, it's too late for regrets. TOO LATE! I promised i'm gonna go berserk any moment. Alright, enough of the emo emo sad sad issues. It's polluting my blog and i hate it. SO not me kk. I like my blog to be lively. Not like what, black and white? Oh please. For goodness sake, i hate being emotional. Or rather i allowed my emotions to take control of me. Hmmmm... still needa brush up on that. Need to prevent my emotions from taking control of me. Hah. K bye. Good night. Sweet dreams. & take care.
Oh oh oh.. P.S.P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! IT'S UHM.. ER.. HMMM...1:03AM NOW. HAH. SO IT'S THE 14TH. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS CAUSE I LOVE YOU. & WILL ALWAYS DO MOM. I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU. =) & NOT FORGETTING SHARLENE POH. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY UH. SORRY THAT I WASN'T ABLE TO WISH YOU PERSONALLY. HEH. xD BUT IT'S THE THOUGHTS THAT COUNT RIGHT? =D
I lost the drive to blog. I don't know why either. In the past, i would be so eager to blog. Even the slightest thing. But now, i can't be bother. Or rather i'm lazy. I don't know why. I really don't know why. Maybe my life is so mundane now. Maybe. & My g*d damn eye is giving me problem. Urgh.. is it my contacts giving me problem or my eyes? Cause with condition like this now, it's bringing me inconvenience. & screw that bitch seriously. Each time i went, she ask me to come tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. The optomerist ain't here. Freak freak freak freak. Pissed off k. Why? Is it my timing wrong or what? Does the problem lies with me? Super f up. I'm so tired. Not physically but mentally. So tired i felt like breaking down now. It makes me want to cry. It makes me want to leave this world. For i know i'll be set free. Okay, i know Gee's gonna scold me for that. Alright k, my mentality is immature. Oh gee, i can't take it k. Os. Nothing but stress. But who can i blame? No one. But myself. Blame myself for fooling around. Blame myself for not building up my foundation. Blame myself for having this mentality that "ai yah, don't study still can pass one lah. sure pass one." Oh f. You're right. But i'm so sorry dear. It doesn't applies when you're speaking of the Major Os. Apparently, it's too late for regrets. TOO LATE! I promised i'm gonna go berserk any moment. Alright, enough of the emo emo sad sad issues. It's polluting my blog and i hate it. SO not me kk. I like my blog to be lively. Not like what, black and white? Oh please. For goodness sake, i hate being emotional. Or rather i allowed my emotions to take control of me. Hmmmm... still needa brush up on that. Need to prevent my emotions from taking control of me. Hah. K bye. Good night. Sweet dreams. & take care.
Oh oh oh.. P.S.P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! IT'S UHM.. ER.. HMMM...1:03AM NOW. HAH. SO IT'S THE 14TH. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS CAUSE I LOVE YOU. & WILL ALWAYS DO MOM. I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU. =) & NOT FORGETTING SHARLENE POH. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY UH. SORRY THAT I WASN'T ABLE TO WISH YOU PERSONALLY. HEH. xD BUT IT'S THE THOUGHTS THAT COUNT RIGHT? =D
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