T-shirt.

Feels great having to speak to an old friend. Someone that i haven't been talking to since years. I must admit that i do miss this particular old friend. But seems like time has changed. Somehow this person ain't that person that i knew. I don't know is it just me or what. Or maybe it's cause we haven't been talking for sucha long time. We kinda don't have any topic to talk. What's happening to us? That's not us right? We used to talk about anything and everything under the sun. But now, every word seems like a chore now. Speaking to you now requires lots of energy. It exhausts me. I'm cracking my brain juices just to find a topic to talk. Trying not to make the situation so awkward. Maybe it satisfies you just seeing me around even if no words were spoken. Oh well, i shoukdn't have be so greedy. It's a blessing that we're talking again. Even if we do not have any common topic or something to talk about. But being able to speak to an old friend again is something that money can't buy. & i'm thankful for that. I'm not going to ask for more. That's all. Goodnight. Time for bed now. It's 3rd Feb;1:59am. Better Zzz... before i get late for school. Or even better, self-declared holiday! Hehe.

You're a mystery. One day, i'll hunt you down. It's a matter of time. For now, Os is my priority now. Sorry mom. Just few more months. Endure and everything's gonna be over before you can even wink. You reaped what you sowed.

Upset.

My leg. My leg is deteriorating. It upset me. Very much. Tell me how am i suppose to wear shorts or dress. Tell me how? Does that mean i can't flaunt my pretty legs? I love pretty clothes. But now, my wants is dash with legs like this. I'm a girl y'know. Hais. Why must it always come back? On and off. On and off and it goes on. I don't likey. It's depressing to see my pretty legs ruined. Anyway, i'm tired now. Goodnight. =)

You changed my whole life.

I lost the drive to blog. I don't know why either. In the past, i would be so eager to blog. Even the slightest thing. But now, i can't be bother. Or rather i'm lazy. I don't know why. I really don't know why. Maybe my life is so mundane now. Maybe. & My g*d damn eye is giving me problem. Urgh.. is it my contacts giving me problem or my eyes? Cause with condition like this now, it's bringing me inconvenience. & screw that bitch seriously. Each time i went, she ask me to come tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. The optomerist ain't here. Freak freak freak freak. Pissed off k. Why? Is it my timing wrong or what? Does the problem lies with me? Super f up. I'm so tired. Not physically but mentally. So tired i felt like breaking down now. It makes me want to cry. It makes me want to leave this world. For i know i'll be set free. Okay, i know Gee's gonna scold me for that. Alright k, my mentality is immature. Oh gee, i can't take it k. Os. Nothing but stress. But who can i blame? No one. But myself. Blame myself for fooling around. Blame myself for not building up my foundation. Blame myself for having this mentality that "ai yah, don't study still can pass one lah. sure pass one." Oh f. You're right. But i'm so sorry dear. It doesn't applies when you're speaking of the Major Os. Apparently, it's too late for regrets. TOO LATE! I promised i'm gonna go berserk any moment. Alright, enough of the emo emo sad sad issues. It's polluting my blog and i hate it. SO not me kk. I like my blog to be lively. Not like what, black and white? Oh please. For goodness sake, i hate being emotional. Or rather i allowed my emotions to take control of me. Hmmmm... still needa brush up on that. Need to prevent my emotions from taking control of me. Hah. K bye. Good night. Sweet dreams. & take care.

Oh oh oh.. P.S.P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! IT'S UHM.. ER.. HMMM...1:03AM NOW. HAH. SO IT'S THE 14TH. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS CAUSE I LOVE YOU. & WILL ALWAYS DO MOM. I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU. =) & NOT FORGETTING SHARLENE POH. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY UH. SORRY THAT I WASN'T ABLE TO WISH YOU PERSONALLY. HEH. xD BUT IT'S THE THOUGHTS THAT COUNT RIGHT? =D

It's a good start.

Wow Wow Wow.. I woke up at 9plus in the morning! Surprisingly uh? Hah. Nope i wasn't woke up by my mother naggings or whatsoever. I just woke up naturally. I thought it was noon or rather late evening. But when i look at the time on my phone, it was 9plus. I was like so shocked! Hahahaha. & I was stucked on whether to continue sleeping or wake up cause usually i would just continue sleeping without hesitation as i doubt i would have anything to do anyway. So sleeping is the best choice for killing time. Hah. But i woke up. Hah. Don't ask. I've got no idea why. Hmmmm..i guess it's something good. Time to sleep early and wake up early. & yesterday, i slept early. LOL. Actually, that ain't my intention but my bro was using the computer. Damn. I told him i would use at 10pm. I was kinda tired so i went to take a nap. I tried keeping myself awake. But i did set an alarm. It did rang but i guess as usual i didn't heard it. Guess i was really lethargic that i fell into a deep sleep. & so i woke up at around 12midnight. I was shocked when i seen the time. In my mind was "DAMN IT. STUPID BRO DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME IT'S 10PM WHEN MY ALARM RANG. IDIOT ASS. TO THINK I WAS SO KIND TO HIM. HELPING HIM TO GET HIS DINNER THOUGH I GAVE HIM A BLACK FACE AND "DIAO" HIM. HAH. BUT HEY, I DID GET FOR HIM K!" & So i was thinking whether if i should use the computer or get back to sleep. On one hand, i really really want to use it but on the other hand, my lazy body refuse to get up and my mind was asking me to get back to sleep. Majority wins so i went back to sleep. Yay me! & stated on the starting post. I woke up at 9plus in the MORNING! Turned on the computer. As usual. Used it and i went to cook instant noodle. Yes, that's my break-fast. Took me quite some time to cook it cause i'm kinda lazy. He he he. When my mom came home, she got me mixed vegetable rice for me. But urgh, i cook my instant noodle already. She should have called me earlier and inform. But she didn't told me at all! So how would i know? I'm not psychic. I can't predict your next movement. But anyway thanks, appreciate it. =) Sheree messaged me at 12plus asking me out to get her CNY clothing but i decline cause i'm busy with household chores. Yes, i'm doing household chores k. Don't laugh. Me.is.domestic.maid. I'm maria can? Got a problem with that? Hah. *roll eyes* Ah pei asked me in the afternoon to go Tamp at night to fetch Joey tan after her work. I decline too cause i wanna stay at home today. Don't feel like stepping out of house. =) & She told me she's going to have ice-cream at Swensens. The one-for one ice-cream. Urgh.. so temtping. Make me wanna change my mind but hah. Sally's strong. I can resist temptation. Hiak hiak hiak. Till then, bye.

Oh.. on a side note, my contact lens is giving me problem. Urgh.. frustrating! I hope it would stop giving me problems or i really don't know what to do man. Holly moly. Quit playing games with me. I hate it. I hope i won't turn blind cause of contacts. Please please please please please.

Feeling freshy.

I was given 'discount' for the stuffs i bought. Heh. Lol. If you get what i mean. If you don't, that's too bad for ya. & Fyi, nope i didn't commit any crimes k. Alrighty, i stayed back a lil after school to finish up my summary cause K said that we must finished up. If not, we're not allow to leave. & so i copied Mervin's one. Hahahah. Sorry k. I promised i won't do that anymore. I hope. So Pris came back to school. Ahhhhhhhhh... miss her super lots k. That bitch. Hah. Went over to TM. & as usual, we're contemplating on what to eat. So we were like" eh, eat this. Nonono, eat that. Ah, i don't want. I had it already. Hell no. etc" So finally, we let our DA JIE Pris ng decide. & final decision, PIZZA HUT! *screamsssssssssssss* After our meal, met Joey tan. Saw one of my Primary school friends there. Went over to popular to get my books whereas Pris wanna get her files and card holder. Sent Joey tan to work. Then to Venus for shampoooooooo and conditonerrrr. Took me so long to decide what to get cause mine is OOS. Hah. . Went over to Tmart to get my haircut. I almost changed my mind cause i really can't bear to cut my hair. It's been with me for yearsssss plus i didn't cut it since last year. One year y'know! I've got feelings k. But... for the sake of my hair, i've got no choice but to snip it off cause it's very dry like idk what and it's damaged lah. I don't likey. Was so afraid when the auntie said to chop off 3inches of my hair! 3INCHES! KIDDING ME? LOL. & She even want to snip somemore!!!! Ahhhhh... can faint anytime anywhere. Luckily, she didn't cause i asked her whether if there's still any damaged hair. She said no. So i didn't cut any shorter. But i did found some damaged hair. But ahhhhh... never mind. I hope it's not much of the difference. Cause it's very minimal. But anyhow, i like my hair now. Except the length. It's soft now. Not that it ain't soft last time. But my ends isn't dry anymore. No more spilt ends or damaged hair! I like my hair ends now. It's so much smoother! Full-face threading after that. M yfirst time! Call me powerful cause i did the full-face threading for a first-timer. Say SALLYK IS THE SEX YO! Okay, it ain't that painful. It's still bearable but till the part where she threaded on somewhere near my sideburn. Oh my holly moly. I promised it's the ultimate yo! I teared! Cause it's super painfullllll! You can hear the noise of her threading and the facial hair coming out. Sheree was witnessing my torturing process. Haha. & y'know what. She didn't thread properly. There's still facial hair when i got home. & i got to pluck it out myself. But obviously, i can't pluck out all of them cause some are quite tiny. Shan't go there anymore. My $18 fly fly away. Hah. But oh well, it ain't that bad overall. Any recommendation that's a good place for face-threading? Face was red and a lil swollen. But it ain't swollen now. But it hurts when i washed my face. & i spent so much today! Not on shopping but neccessities k. =) I still needa buy my facial cleanser. Used a new brand of shampoo and conditioner. It's quite alright i guess. Shall use it longer to see the result. If it's good, i'll continue using it. If not, i'll get Ascience. Heard that it's good. Hmmm... I like herbal essence's smell! SO nice! But it ain't that obvious on the hair. But if you smell it from the bottle, wahhhh... so mesmerising! I'm so addicted to the smell. Hah. Needa work and get money. My bank account is getting dry now. Needa give some moisturiser or it'll wit and die. Hah. If not, no money to afford tuition. =( Oh yah, i hope i didn't miss out anything that i need to buy. Cause i'm quite forgetful. Old already mah. Senile. K, i think that's all for today. Wanna sleep now cause no afternoon nap today. Veh tired now. Bye.

Gaga.

Self-control. Self-control. Self-control. I need self-control! I need discipline please. Must adjust my sleeping time back! By hook or by crook. On the side-note. I'm seriously missing Pris Ng Ah Pei! (Honoured not?) It feels so weird without you. Be it during lessons or recess. Something's just not right. I'm feeling real upset. I guess it's human nature. You only realise the importance of somebody when that person ain't there. How sucky can it be? I hope i'll get used to you not being in class anymore. But i'm glad i'll be seeing you later. Hope it stays like this forever. Don't drift apart k. Foursome is nothing with you. Or rather, without any of us. 4years of friendship and still counting on. Beside Gee, you're the second one or rather the third one whom i can sort of count on to. Hah. Sorry for making you tear for me. Hahahaha. Lol. Oh wait, is that for me in the first place? Lol. K. I'll assume it's for me then. xD Okay seriously, EXCEL IN ITE K. Don't disappoint us k? I know you can do it. SECOND TOP SCORER! I mustn't be so selfish to ask you to come back SHSS. You'll be better off without that Olevel Cert. Okay, need.to.sleep.now. Gnight.

I wanna make up right now.

It's 0415am now. Oh how great. It's gonna add on to my dark eye rings. -clap clap Need.to.stop.being.nocturnal. My eye rings is very serious. So serious. I needa cure it. Must sleep early. Latest 12midnight. That's it. Needa get use to school life. Nightlife should stop. Unhealthy. Bad bad for my body. Slap myself. K. Shall crash on my bed now. Less than two hours of sleep. Wish me luck. Cause i betcha bound to doze off in school later. Hah. Morning peeeeepppppssss! *loves*
Okay, i'm so done with it. How great! Please don't chu pattern again hor! Hahaha. So ahlianxyz/bengxsz language. *laughs*

two-oh-oh-nine.

It's a new year. Again. Is it just me or is it really true that as years passed, it's getting worse each year. Cause i felt that each year is getting worse for me. & i don't likey. I know i know. Who would like it anyway? Alright, it's a brand new year. So it's gonna be a brand new start for me and i should put 2008 behind me. So bye 08 and welcome 09 with opened hand. =) No new year resolutions for me cause i think it's crap. Hah. I think it's pointless if you can't fulfilled it. True? So i rather let nature take its course. For now, i'm just gonna concentrate on my Os. Gonna take a weekend jobs. Hopefully i can search for one so as to pay for my tutor fees. Hais. Don't wanna add on to my mom's burden. & crap, She didn't gave me my allowance. I'm so gonna take from her next week. & i spent $20 in a day today! Just on food. Oh my. That's alots. Thanks to PIZZA HUT! Happy two-oh-oh-nine!

Ended it off abruptly. Screw blogger! Urgh!