Super stressful work!

Fcuked up!

Argh.. shan't mention about that again. Embarrassing much! Cheese pie! I sorta cheer up when i found $4 on the way to the letterbox after returning home as the postman sent it back to my letter box again when i put it on the returned mail box. Worst still, when i walked all the way out just to put it to the letter box. It turn out that i can only mail it out. SO i U-turned back and put it inside the returned mail box. Hope they will sent it back! Or i'll be so pissed off! Seems like everything's screwed up today.

I wanna forget what had happened today. I never want to remember about this fcuked up issue! KNN!

Edited at 0018

Is it just me thinking too much or i'm just right? You was never there when i'm at my lowest point of life. You're the first person that i think of, but it turned out to be a disappointment. Utter disappointment. That's why sometimes i didn't shared my stuffs with you. It isn't that i'm selfish or i want to keep a secret from you. But it's just that you're nowhere to be found. Do you get it? & When you returned my call and asked me what happen, i didn't want to reveal cause it's pointless. I'm not venting my anger or whatsoever on you. Maybe i do or rather i did vent my anger on you. My sincere apologies. You said you'll be there when i need you. Are you sure? Cause it seems to be all words but no actions. & It's proven time and time again. So tell me, are we just Bestf in title or are we really Bestf? I really wonder.. Myabe it's just my wishful thinking.