oral was speechless today! argh! was super nervous that i accidentally spoke two english words consecutively! i apologised. then i said again! oh my goodness! super nervous. teacher got to ask me not to be nervous. hah. oh and guess what! what chye huat taught me about the format is useless man! i can't even used it on the oral lah! wasted my time memorising them! argh! pissed off! hope i won't flunk. -pray hard i swear i can do better. i can said even more stuffs but my brain just couldn't function well due to my nervousness. stupid weakness! really got to make myself less nervous. or else my Os oral, i can forget about my A1. so i was super GL towards chye huat today. he asked me up for oral conversation. i know it's for my own good. but i feel that he's got something against me. not sure whether if i'm thinking too much or what. but it's just a kind of feeling. so i practically give any answers that cames to my mind. so it's a Q & A session. he ask one question, i answer. when he asked the class to give me a grades. no one raised their hands. haha. so obviously, i flunk it. i think i got 11/30. oh well, expected it. i can do so much better. but argh, never mind. no point talking about it. it's over anyway.

to - & -, i issh lurbe euu tW0 deep deep oKayy! mwarkks! cherish what you two have now! & remember, at least you two once have such great memories together. =D okay anyway, i'm not good at words, just hope that the two of you will be fine. TAKE CARE! MUCH LOVES! <3 oh yah, almost forgot something very important, i'm ALWAYS there for you two alright! though i'm not of much help. xD

empty..

out of sudden, i feel so empty inside. something is missing and i don't know what's that. GAWD!
hope that it's not for long. =)

Chinese oral tomorrow. hope i won't flunk it. =)

NEW START! =)

TA DAH!

NEW BLOG URL! =) don't ask me why i changed it okay. =) i just felt like changing it. random thoughts. haha. anyway, people who linked me. please relink me. thanks. =)

P.S. SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.